“Can I ask you one more thing?”
It was the last three minutes of my psychic reading and I was saving it for last...out of both fear and denial.
My hands are clenched and I’ve stopped inhaling the fresh summer air blowing through the coffee shop. A home for the writing regulars who plant themselves and their laptops at the mosaic-tiled tables filling the eclectic space.
“So...I have a cat. He’s 19 ½ and....”
The psychic closes her eyes, tosses her head back, pulls her hands to her chest and smiles.
Okay, what’s happening? My brain is trying to go into “worst-case scenario mode” which is its default but I’m thrown by her reaction.
“Oh! I love him! You’ve been through so much together!” She says, opening her eyes.
“Yes, yes, we’ve been through the majority of my adult life together! So...what’s...I mean...how long.---“
“Will he live?”
My eyes are locked into hers, my jaw is hanging open, and the saliva has drained from my tongue. My head begins to slightly shake back and forth into a “no” stance. As if to send a message to both of us that I may actually not want to know the answer.
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